When you start something, especially something exciting and scary, there is a huge roller coaster effect where at first there are really high up and really low lows until eventually it evens out but you have to go through those crazy ups and downs to get through it. If you just give up you will never see the amazing results.
Today is a low day. Today is an “I should give up because life is against me” day. But I won’t. It’s just frustrating. When your work is relying on other people and those other people aren’t coming through for you it gets really really frustrating. So here we are. Today is a day I have to push through the pain and hurt and anger and force myself to work when I really don’t want to. The full update will be tomorrow.
Money saved: -34 (that’s chase. You can suck it).