I know I have said it before but I honestly believe we are where we are supposed to be right now. Yes money is tight and yes we aren’t sure right now how most of our bills are going to be paid, but we are happy and I know deep down everything is going to be ok. It’s a Sunday. Right now C is upstairs playing with the oldest 3 while I am downstairs with the little taking care of some chores, doing some work, and having a little “me” time. It also helps that a friend gave us a glimmer of hope today. Nothing set in stone yet but things may be getting better. This is the first time I have felt somewhat relaxed while thinking about chores. It’s the first time in a while I have been able to really enjoy my kids.
I think this is the way life should be. I also sent off a bunch of applications yesterday. There are two in particular I wouldn’t mind doing. The first is a substitute teacher. I think I could really enjoy that. The second is a forensic biologist. Please pray that everything works out the way it’s supposed to.